The Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest. I have been blessed to live a lot of places in my life from my home state of WV to NY to LA to CO and finally back to WV. There were many times that I strayed outside of God’s will, yet He never left me. In CO, I found a church family that became so much more and that’s where I was filled with the Holy Ghost with the evidence of speaking in tongues. I had prayed way back in NY for this and nothing. This time was different, I had fully submitted to God. After this encounter, I had some say I had changed. They thought I was getting a little crazy about this Jesus thing and did I really think God could talk to me? I did. I did not know at that moment just what He was preparing me for.
I concentrated on God and healing me that last year. So much trauma and emotional damage had been done at the hands of a narcissist. I was healing. A year later when my lease was up I moved back home. I stayed single for a long time and when I did date, they were also narcissists. It’s like they were drawn to me or perhaps me to them. The Lord started launching me into the prophetic. Me Lord? I know I can hear you, but the prophetic? Are you sure with all I have going on? God is never wrong. I smile now when I recall how it all happened. Just as I am feeling this pull, I met my ex-husband and you guessed it a narcissist (although he’d never admit to it). I later realized it ran in his family.
By this time, God had confirmed my calling and sent me a prophetic group that was and is amazing. From all over the world, God brought us together. When my marriage and health started falling apart, I questioned my calling. How could I not see the things God was now showing me? I realized there was a pattern and that needed to be cast out and the door closed.
Being obedient to God and leaving, yes leaving, was one of the hardest things I ever had to do. So why this long post tonight? I was reflecting on today’s passage. God allowed me to be in these narcissistic relationships because of the call He had in my life (let’s be clear, He did not put me in abusive situations but He did use them for His glory). You can’t truly understand a person until you have been where they are. I now fully understand my assignment and it’s heavy.
Today’s passage really made me think hard on all of this. The Lord has commanded somethings of me. The enemy hits hard with loneliness, self-doubt, he even tries to throw fear in mix. The devil is a liar! When God calls you to do something you need not fear or be dismayed because the Lord your God is with you. He’s with you y’all! The Lord has called some of you and you’re sitting on it. You think you are not strong enough, equipped enough, educated enough… whatever the thought is, you ARE enough. He takes the unqualified and qualifies them! Whatever He is calling you to do, step out and do it! Don’t worry about what people think. All that matters is your obedience to God, He will help you with the rest. 🦅 ~ Prophet Michelle, #f8ithgal
“Have not I commanded thee? Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest.” ~ Joshua 1:9
Eyes of God Prophetic Ministry 