I still remember the extreme emotional lows when things started falling apart in Colorado. There were days I didn’t think I would make it. There were days I laid in the floor and just cried out to God that it was just too much for me to handle. “I can’t do it Poppa,” I cried more than once. They weren’t merely tears, I felt as if my heart was physically breaking and I had been completely destroyed. But God. He began a process of unraveling the damage done by years of emotional abuse that had robbed me of my confidence and left me a shell of whom I was so many years before.
It has been a bumpy road. A few curves that set me back, but here I am right where God wants me to be. My mom wanted to look at cars today. I don’t even want to get into what happen with mine and my exe’s in CO, but the result wasn’t at all fair to me. Today as we were preparing to go I heard the Lord say clearly He was giving back what the enemy has stolen. When we got there, we were looking at used cars. The salesman said, “Would you be opposed to buying a new one?” We walked out with a 2020 Ford Ecosport with only 9 miles and no down payment. It had more extras than the one I lost. Look at God! I had to share my testimony because God is so good. I wasted so many years and He said daughter, nothing is too hard for me to replace! I feel restoration is in my spirit and I am praising the Lord for the blessings of His latter rain. 💛 ~ Chelle, #f8ithgal
“23 Be glad then, ye children of Zion, and rejoice in the LORD your God: for he hath given you the former rain moderately, and he will cause to come down for you the rain, the former rain, and the latter rain in the first [month]. 24 And the floors shall be full of wheat, and the fats shall overflow with wine and oil. 25 And I will restore to you the years that the locust hath eaten, the cankerworm, and the caterpiller, and the palmerworm, my great army which I sent among you. 26 And ye shall eat in plenty, and be satisfied, and praise the name of the LORD your God, that hath dealt wondrously with you: and my people shall never be ashamed.” ~ Joel 2:23-26