It’s New Year’s Eve. I can remember a time when I’d be bringing in the new year with drinks, shots, and loud music. In fact, I was just tagged in a picture where I had empty shot glasses and mixed drinks in front of me. A friend commented I must be aging backwards that I looked a lot younger now. That is the joy of the Lord and Him lifting me out of an abusive relationship and destructive mindset. I have come so far in such a short time and the Lord continues to work ever so patiently with me.
Tonight I had no desire for large crowds. I had no concerns about invitations or fitting in. The last several days in my prayer time God has highlighted He is the God that sees. He sees my struggles, He sees my efforts, He sees my heart… He sees everything. Tonight as the new year is coming in, I am perfectly content with spending it at home with the God who sees and allowing Him to prepare my heart for my Kingdom assignments this year. 💛 ~ Chelle, #f8ithgal