Today was hard. I went to the DMV to get my new ID (which I absolutely needed) and ran into one dead end (from WV to CO) after another. Poppa, I just cannot handle one more thing, with tears streaming. I just can’t. I think I cried on the way home until I fell asleep. I got home and just stared out the window, listening to praise music with the tears falling. I had no words, but my Poppa heard every tear. I had sent my Dr. a message the evening before telling her I was overwhelmed and now not only was my mouth a mess again, but I had a rash breaking out. It was all too much. Everything was just too much. This is your reminder that it is okay to not be okay, asking for help is okay. We did a video visit this morning after the nurse did a anxiety and depression screening. After hours of silently crying to my Poppa, I began to read through Scriptures for today’s Nourishment blog. He brought me to Jeremiah where He reminded me just how much He loves me and just how much He is drawing me to Him through all of this. All of this that the enemy means for my downfall fits right into His plan for my destiny. How can that possibly be you might ask? He is going to use these very things that I will conquer to uplift and encourage others. He loves me and you with an everlasting love: therefore with lovingkindness He has drawn me and You!!! Whatever it is my friend, you are not alone. You may feel alone, but He is drawing you to Him with a lovingkindness! That made me smile through the tears. 💛 ~ Chelle, #f8ithgal
“The Lord hath appeared of old unto me, saying, Yea, I have loved thee with an everlasting love: therefore with lovingkindness have I drawn thee.” ~ Jeremiah 31:3
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